{Day 7...what am I afraid of?}

Day 7, Tuesday: The thing(s) you're most afraid of

There are many things I am afraid of. But I am going to do this bullet style because some of these terrify me to even put into words.
  • The thought of dying. Not because I don't have faith. I do. I believe in God and I believe in Heaven. That's not what scares me. But the thought of being away from my boys is more than I can bare. There is no one on Earth that could love them more than I do. Ever.
  • Tornados
  • Fires. I lost a cousin in a house fire 12 years ago.
  • Losing loved ones
  • When Mason gets a stomach virus. This is why.
These are the majors. But there are a million and fifty other things that scare me. Like I said, I am a worry wart.



  1. That first bullet. It makes me cry. Really, I had to skip today. I am so emotional to begin with (a blog friend's daughter passed away) and I when I saw that topic - I just said no, maybe I can go back to it.

    I am terrified of dying and leaving Michael, Dav and this baby on Earth. I do not even like to think about it. It all hit reality for me when I did my will. My mom is always on my case about it -where we would want Dav to go if sometihng happened to us. Well, I did it one day and cried for hours.

    I love you, I am so glad I am not the only one that feels that way.

  2. I'm terrified of HOW I'm going to die, not where I'm going after. But, the thought of what pain I'll have to endure before hand terrifies me.

    I'm terrified of fires and drowning.

    I just try to not think of any of it :)

  3. Agreed!
    Love that picture of you :)

  4. Same! I am crying just reading yours! Ahhh... I need to just not read anymore of these fear posts! It is too terrible to even have a stop in my mind.
    On a lighter note, that pic of you is too cute!

  5. I'm a total worrywart---it drives my husband crazy;)


  6. I am SUCH a worrier! it is kind of ridiculous. that whole dying thing. it breaks my heart. :(

    how sad to have lost your cousin in a house fire. that's one of those freak things that terrifies me too. how old was she?

  7. I got chills and teary reading the first one! I was just thinking this morning that nothing can happen to me because my baby NEEDS me! I need to be here to teach her, nurture her, LOVE her! I want her to KNOW me! (and I don't want my husband to marry anyone else. If I'm here, he won't need to. HA!)
    I am super terrified of Mia getting the stomach virus! So glad I'm not the only one.


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